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Your dominant hues are blue and magenta. You're the one who goes to all the parties but doesn't quite fit in at every one... you know what you want, but are afraid of what the world might think of it. You're a little different and that's okay with them, and if you're smart it's okay with you too. Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen. Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up. |
And now I want to die. I have the plague, and it sucks ares. Fortunately tomorrow is only two mornign classes, but unfortunately one of them is a test. For which I am not at present studying. (It's open book, so that don'est matter anyway.) My brain is trying to force its way out through my temples, and I'm hungry but can't motivate to cook anything. I'm freezing, but the room is warm. I think this is my reaction to what gives most people fevers. Everyone else has those, I have all the other side efects, and have been spending much time beside Remy who is also sick, so it's very likely the same thing. Except no one else is getting cold, just me. It's weird. Does that happen to people, or am I biologically a freak? Or maybe I have a different plague, but that's bad because then there's another one for people to catch. Yay exchanging diseases. I want a clove. I want to put my head in a press to keep it from exploding. Of course, if it does that then I don't have to worry about finals and papers and all that, but I kinda wanted to do the Canterbury/Faerie Queene one. It was being highly interesting, and I almost enjoy it. I also can't see right, though that seems to be clearing up a bit finally.
I think I"m goign to go to bed and sleep and forget that I"m sick and bone cold, and wake up ungodly early and pretend I can function. Yes, that's it.