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Forgetting
Nov. 16th, 2003 11:09 pmI hate forgetting things. Like forgetting that I have a test-level paper due tomorrow afternoon, and I didn't even look at the question until this morning. Remembered that last night at about 3, I think and then it was too late to do anything. So today I spent doing research one the wretched thing, and then writing the paper. Writing is the easy part, the hard part is finding all the things we were supposed to read. as much as I love being given xeroxes and copies, they're so hard to find after the classes. I put them all into this plastic folder thing that seals so I wouldn't lose them, and I still cna't find soem that I know I read. Snark. But I'm on the 5th page, on a 5-6 page paper. And I had to reduce the font size. So that's good.
And then I organised some of my mp3s, because I realized I had duplicates and .wmas that don't play. So I got rid of sone of them, and gave up on others. Yay me.
And then I realized that I really hate typing all smegging day long. I exercised! I'm sick of being fat, especially given how much I (don't) eat in a day. I know it's a reaction to the previous anorexia and storing fat because of the apparent famine time, because it's not like I do nothing all day except on weekends. So I'm doing the whole exercise routine again that I'd been using the last time I got fat. While I"m probably just as big this time, it doens't really look like it to me, but I'm really sick of being dimpled. I think I still look cute, it's more or less the same hourglass, just bigger, and I'm still healthy, but I want to wear some of my other clothes. That's really it, I guess. ANd I want to look good in a Victorian corset, but when I wear one now it jsut looks stupid. too much breast, and too much hip for the small waist it gives. Of course, it would do the same thing if I lost weight, just smaller. Feh.
And then I organised some of my mp3s, because I realized I had duplicates and .wmas that don't play. So I got rid of sone of them, and gave up on others. Yay me.
And then I realized that I really hate typing all smegging day long. I exercised! I'm sick of being fat, especially given how much I (don't) eat in a day. I know it's a reaction to the previous anorexia and storing fat because of the apparent famine time, because it's not like I do nothing all day except on weekends. So I'm doing the whole exercise routine again that I'd been using the last time I got fat. While I"m probably just as big this time, it doens't really look like it to me, but I'm really sick of being dimpled. I think I still look cute, it's more or less the same hourglass, just bigger, and I'm still healthy, but I want to wear some of my other clothes. That's really it, I guess. ANd I want to look good in a Victorian corset, but when I wear one now it jsut looks stupid. too much breast, and too much hip for the small waist it gives. Of course, it would do the same thing if I lost weight, just smaller. Feh.
