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[deliriumcrow]

Today has been interesting. Nothing happened. I woke out of the rather odd-feeling dreams....it wasn't so much that the second was a continuation of the first, as that they were separated by about a century, just in the same place. I want to get out of here, mostly the house, but the day felt odd, or maybeit was just me. I don't know. It feels like pounding against walls that aren't there, trying to get out of something I can't identify. Just that I'm trapped. I really don't know what's wrong, but something is. Nothing feels like it should. I watched Amelie again, and it didn't manage to even make me smile, I just cried. Which is not an appropriate reaction to that movie at all. Food is in me, and not making me overly sick, but it feels heavy and almost painful.

We're spposed to be going out for a walk, and I want to go soon. It isn't here, and it isn't like here, and it's got little odd things lying about that want to be made into stuff. Sarah and Dennis may want to go, but I don;t know yet, as it's dance night. I can't face people though.... Sarah and Dennis don't quite count in that, they're more that just people to me.

I guess we're leaving soon. So I think I"m goign to go get ready and try to be sane again....